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RANDOM FACTS

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Just A Man - The Classic Crime

Apology accepted.. I'm sorry too....

2:37 AM - Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I've read your blog, Fiq.

After reading it, the whole story flashed back right infront of my eyes.
The day i read your blog and started burning in flames inside.
When im otw home, i kept repeating that sentence.
Step into the house, on my lappy and blog about this.
When the speculation went over and jealousy arise.
Everytime I tried to bring this up, it kept on failing till that day.
N now, here we are....

I could just pretend that nothing has happened.
I could just ignore it and let you go beyond the line.
I could just pretend showering her with my "love" but in fact my "flames".
I could just go on n on n on and waiting for us to be over.

But i did not. I react to this.
Just like what u said.
Everything happens for a reason.

The reason i did this is for both of you to realize that im here.
Im still breathing. Still walking this earth trying to persue my dreams.
I did this to make u realize that u are way beyond your line.
Your words hurt me deeper than what suree did. (which is going to the library without letting me know.)
Yes, you did went beyond that line.
But what do people always say?
"Beyond is the truth".
What you said is the truth. And nothing but the truth.
But what you did is that you put it down at your blog.
And suree's bad luck follows by showing me that.
Your words are the fuels for my fire to burn.

One more thing, whatever you think about us, that is your opinion.
Keep it to yourself. Don't interfear in our relationship unless it is out of control.
I mean really deeply in a mess.
If you think it would help, tell suree your opinion.
And maybe, she can tell me the right way.
If she can. I believe she can.

Yes, she can share the things about us.
The good and the bad.

I apologize too for being too hard on her. But it is lesson needed to be thought.
I really do love her. But sometimes, things have to go beyond expectations just to save it.

Suree, if you are reading this, I have no intention to break up with you.
It is just that i want you, your turn to save our relationship instead of me.
Please learn how to apologize. Learn it. Coz you will never know when you might need it.
I'm sorry to pile up the pressure on you. What i did is reflect of you. What u always do when we fight. You kept quiet on the phone, never apologize and stuff. This is YOU.

Realize it.
Think about it.
Change it.
And there will be no problem when facing the toughest obsticles in life.

LOVE YOU SUREE!!! :D

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